Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Is it normal to hate ppl?

I did not hate, I used to be disappointed, then keeping distance and later I pretended it is OK and I live with all the things you talk about. And secretly I did not forgive and I judged and am still judging everybody who goes under the moral level I would like people to be. But it is very tiring and I am not perfect either ... so it is normal but not bearable. There were times I was expecting people to have the level automatically and i found myself to be stupidly good ... so there must be some balance. Now I try to concentrate on the good things I can find in people and closing my eyes pretending not to see their errors or mistakes - even in case they are deceivers I talk to them as it was just misunderstanding - it works. I myself am an envy person and when somebody is down I am not happy as I am not happy when somebody is great and me is down. It si normal cos people are comparing manipulators unless they dont go through some real tragedy or trauma themselves.

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